How could you be so stupid

To do this to me again?

How could I be so dumb

To let you hurt me again?

I feel so alone

In a deep dark hole

No one to reach out to

No one to comfort my soul.

The pain is intense

The tears wont stop

There’s no one around

To make this stop.

How could I trust you

You did this before

You’ve left me too much

You walked out that door.

Time after time

I kept taking you back

I believed all your lies

But it’s love that you lack.

I believed you would change

But now I don’t think you can

I have to say bye now

I can’t go through this again.

All this pain you’ve inflicted

The stress that you caused

I’m literally sick now

I feel so lost.

I don’t know myself

And what I’ve become

I don’t know you now

And what you’ve become.

It’s over now

There can be no turning back

I can’t love you too

When you can’t love me back.

Nicely written nsn

here is a good story:

There's A Hole In My Sidewalk ~ Portia Nelson

 

Chapter One

I walk down a street and there's a big hole. I don't see it and fall into it. It's dark and hopeless and it takes me a long time to find my way out. It's not my fault!

 

Chapter Two

I walk down the same street. There's a big hole and I can see it, but I still fall in. It's dark and hopeless and it takes me a long time to get out. It's still not my fault.

 

Chapter Three

I walk down a street. There's a big hole. I can see it, but I still fall in. It's become a habit. But I keep my eyes open and get out immediately. It is my fault.

 

Chapter Four

I walk down a street. There's a big hole. And I walk around it.

 

Chapter Five

 

I walk down a different street

 

I love it do your right poetry often? I write almost everyday it really helps me.

<33 Joycie

hi joycee yes i write often. its kind of a release for me. you should come into the chatroom sometime and you can talk to all of us. we have online meetings there too