I have some growing pains going on inside me. My sponsor who I love to death is helping me but it is hard to do. I am going to do what she asks me because I want to get better. Like writing done all my obessives thought. I am planning on getting a notebook because I have alot of obessive thoughts. Writing down every time I want to call my husband. That is where the growing pains start. This is going to be a very hard thing to do. Because I love to call him all the time. But when I read how many times I try to call him I know I am going to be shocked. But my sponsor has alot of years so I know she is telling me is the right way. But of course it is going to be hard.
THANKS TO MY SPONSOR
captcodee said
Nov 10, 2005
No Pain, No Gain
Or so they say... lol
Good for you for trusting your sponsor. Pray that your HP uses your sponsor as a tool to get you on track... :)
Aron
nmike said
Nov 10, 2005
Recovery is painful but it comes with joy. I too obsess about my husband sometimes to the point of every hour on the hour. It isn't good him and it certainly isn't good for me.
I have some growing pains going on inside me. My sponsor who I love to death is helping me but it is hard to do. I am going to do what she asks me because I want to get better. Like writing done all my obessives thought. I am planning on getting a notebook because I have alot of obessive thoughts. Writing down every time I want to call my husband. That is where the growing pains start. This is going to be a very hard thing to do. Because I love to call him all the time. But when I read how many times I try to call him I know I am going to be shocked. But my sponsor has alot of years so I know she is telling me is the right way. But of course it is going to be hard.
THANKS TO MY SPONSOR
Or so they say... lol
Good for you for trusting your sponsor. Pray that your HP uses your sponsor as a tool to get you on track... :)
Recovery is painful but it comes with joy. I too obsess about my husband sometimes to the point of every hour on the hour. It isn't good him and it certainly isn't good for me.
Hand in there. You are doing great.
In support,
Nancy