Well this morning wasn't that good I have called him a couple of times. But like in my last post someone told me to write up here instead of calling so that is what I am doing. I want to call him so bad but like that person said let him miss me. So I might be doing alot of posting today. So thanks for your suggestion.

I know its hard hon, I can feel your desperation.  Do anything, go outside, go shopping, do anything.  once he realizes you are not calling he will wonder, right now he might be thinking "oh there she is again"  and really do you talk about anything important?  I never did it was over in 3mins and I felt worse then before I called him.

Be strong

Sunny1

((((((((((((NYCBT)))))))))))))

Keep hangin on!  It gets easier!  Post your little heart out, and ask God for strength to do the right thing.  Don't get hard on  yourself for calling, you are human, and you do love him.  Remember, you aren't calling because you are protecting YOUR heart.

Hang in there girl! 

Aron in the Mountains

You're doing just fine. Stay busy and stay focused. You can do this. I believe in you. Live strong, Karilynn

((((((((NYCBT))))))))),

You can lean on us. We are here for you!

Much Love,

Huggs NYCBT

Take care of you and treat yourself today ..how bout some bubble bath? or chocolate??..that always helps me..."chocolate is a band-aid no matter what they say"   I love that song

Keep posting...we are here to listen!

Diane