Yesterday my husband wanted 2000 and I told him no. I did ask what it was for he told me I don't want to know. So because I said no he was giving me a hard time. So I left and went to my parents house. I took a day off from work as well. I haven't cried or called him. He has called once so far and I haven't answered the phone. I do miss him. My friend and i are going out to eat tonight so that should help me at this point. Right now I am on my parents computer.

nycbt, I'm sooo proud of you!!!! *grinning* This is BIG!!!! I know how hard you struggle. It sounds like you have a plan to keep yourself busy and follow through. It will be interesting to know what the reaction is. But most importantly, take time to acknowledge your strength and feel good about it. You're doing it girl!!!!! WOOOOHOOO!!!!!! Congrats!! Christy (Cjo)

That is soooooo wonderful.  I have watched you grow so much on this board and personnally wanted to congratulate you!!! So congratulations NYCBT from me to you!!!

You are sad but doing a great thing for you-Way to go!!!

((((((((((((NYCBT))))))))))))))

Be proud of yourself and try to stay busy.

Love and encouragment

Julie

thank you everyone. I am trying to make it. It made me smile to read the encouragement. I guess your self you can't see the growth but your right and I got to look out how far I have come.

 

Strength

Wisdom

Peace

Serentiy

 

May you find it now!

Aron in the Mountains