My A is not coming home tonight!!!! After the last few night of him being so mad at me for asking him to leave he called tonight and said he would not be home tonight. He said he wasn't sure where he was going but would not be home. I really appreciated the fact that he called and I told him so.
I get my bed back tonight!!! Yeah!!
I had the most fantastic time with my kids during and after dinner. We haven't laughed like that in so long. We fooled around.. and did goofy things. We were FREE for the first time in awhile. We really felt free and acted it. No fears or worries!
I told my A I expected him to be getting his stuff ready by Friday and I wanted him out by the weekend. If he is not home before Saturday to start getting his belongings together I will pack them for him and put them in the garage.
After the way I feel and the fun and happiness I saw in my kids I REALLY know this is the right thing to do. I feel so happY and energized.
I know this will not last but for the moment that is what I am living for. NOW. I'm not going to worry about tomorrow! Tomorrow may be rotten but I will deal with that then and hope I have the strenght to look at other things except the bad. Right now is now and it is great.
I see a light at the end of the tunnel. I hope it is not a train!!! I'm beleiving it is something a lot better! Happiness maybe??? Time will tell.
I'll keep you updated.
jrtjosey said
Nov 3, 2005
[[[[[[[[[[[[[sandie]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
HP at work!
josey
iona54 said
Nov 3, 2005
UHURU! (means freedom)
am so happy for you that you have laughed with your kids
know we love you
hugs
iona54
leo said
Nov 3, 2005
Way to go Linda. You are all happy for now that is all that matters. Luv Leo xx
Jeannie said
Nov 4, 2005
Sound like that good feeling is your HP telling you that you're doing the right thing.
Even if the light is a train, I'm sure your HP will guide you out of its way.
Be happy and enjoy a good nights sleep in your bed.
Love Jeannie
cdb said
Nov 4, 2005
Hello sandie,
Miracles in progress. Hoping you are sound asleep now in your warm comfortable bed enjoying your serenity :) Good things come to those who wait. You deserve happiness and to be safe. I am soooooo happy for you. ((((((((((sandie))))))) thanks again for sharing this with me. cdb :)
megan said
Nov 4, 2005
Hi sandie
(((Sandie)))
Great work taking care of you and the kids!
Stay strong and keep the focus on what you can change, yourself
In support and recovery
Megan
Tammy said
Nov 4, 2005
I am so happy for you... Take one day at a time and laugh as much as possible. You deserve to be happy as does your children. :) Love yourself and your children.. You are worth it.
Keep praying your HP will guide you .Dont forget to listen he will direct your path..
God Bless
Tammy
nikkilou said
Nov 4, 2005
I'm very happy for you. Enjoy every minute of it I'm sure you earned it. When my A left when active it was so nice no more walking around my house on eggshells. WAy to go.
NIKKILOU
lmt123 said
Nov 4, 2005
HOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY for you!!!
I am so happy for you for having the fortitude to stick to your guns, girlfriend! Enjoy your time for YOU and the kids - you sure deserve some happiness.
My A is not coming home tonight!!!! After the last few night of him being so mad at me for asking him to leave he called tonight and said he would not be home tonight. He said he wasn't sure where he was going but would not be home. I really appreciated the fact that he called and I told him so.
I get my bed back tonight!!! Yeah!!
I had the most fantastic time with my kids during and after dinner. We haven't laughed like that in so long. We fooled around.. and did goofy things. We were FREE for the first time in awhile. We really felt free and acted it. No fears or worries!
I told my A I expected him to be getting his stuff ready by Friday and I wanted him out by the weekend. If he is not home before Saturday to start getting his belongings together I will pack them for him and put them in the garage.
After the way I feel and the fun and happiness I saw in my kids I REALLY know this is the right thing to do. I feel so happY and energized.
I know this will not last but for the moment that is what I am living for. NOW. I'm not going to worry about tomorrow! Tomorrow may be rotten but I will deal with that then and hope I have the strenght to look at other things except the bad. Right now is now and it is great.
I see a light at the end of the tunnel. I hope it is not a train!!! I'm beleiving it is something a lot better! Happiness maybe??? Time will tell.
I'll keep you updated.
[[[[[[[[[[[[[sandie]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
HP at work!
josey
UHURU! (means freedom)
am so happy for you that you have laughed with your kids
know we love you
hugs
iona54
Sound like that good feeling is your HP telling you that you're doing the right thing.
Even if the light is a train, I'm sure your HP will guide you out of its way.
Be happy and enjoy a good nights sleep in your bed.
Love Jeannie
Hello sandie,
Miracles in progress. Hoping you are sound asleep now in your warm comfortable bed enjoying your serenity :) Good things come to those who wait. You deserve happiness and to be safe. I am soooooo happy for you. ((((((((((sandie))))))) thanks again for sharing this with me. cdb :)
Hi sandie
(((Sandie)))
Great work taking care of you and the kids!
Stay strong and keep the focus on what you can change, yourself
In support and recovery
Megan
I am so happy for you... Take one day at a time and laugh as much as possible. You deserve to be happy as does your children. :) Love yourself and your children.. You are worth it.
Keep praying your HP will guide you .Dont forget to listen he will direct your path..
God Bless
Tammy
I'm very happy for you. Enjoy every minute of it I'm sure you earned it. When my A left when active it was so nice no more walking around my house on eggshells. WAy to go.
NIKKILOU
HOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY for you!!!
I am so happy for you for having the fortitude to stick to your guns, girlfriend! Enjoy your time for YOU and the kids - you sure deserve some happiness.
Take care!
Kathi