So, I didn't even make it 24 hours. Gave in to my anger and called my A to pick a fight aboutthe bills. Why? I don't know. Because I sometimes can't help myself in giving in to the anger. It's not the bills I'm angry about. It's his relapse and my lack of control over his addiction.  But any excuse to argue about something to get it out of my system. I feel worse now. Of course I do...did I thinkI'd feel better? Insane behavior. Now I'm at work and trying to stay focused on that. It's hard. My anxiety is getting the best of me. Just pray. Please.

((((((((((Kim)))))))))))),

You are in my prayers.

Keep working your program, and remember, you are doing the best you can with what you have.

Much Love,

Hi Kim,

I can relate to the anxiety..some days I feel like the world is about to end...  Just take some deep breaths and relax. Keep your chin up and stay focused on you!

My prayers and thoughts are with you.  Try to enjoy your day!

Huggs, Diane