I relaxed last night.  My boys, 14 & 18 cooked dinner for me!!! It was nice since I don't walk in the house until almost 7:30pm after work.  It was so nice just to eat dinner.  Thanks to all that responded to my post as I need to just accept things and not question why.  This morning as I read my daily from "Language of Letting Go" it talked of being gentle with myself.  That sometimes I will want to cocoon, and that's okay.  Then I did a random reading which talked of acceptance, just accepting things as they are, quit fighting it.  I felt some serenity and peace.  How nice is that?  I came to work with a smile instead of the "now what" face.  I paid a major bill and will be fine.  I can take care of myself, sometimes I might need my HP to force things so that I stand up and take hole, but I know I can do it.

Hugs Mary

 

That is nice that your boys  made you diner. You were able to relax which is very nice.

 

Thanks for showing me that it is possible.....You are doing so good!!!!

Love

Julie

(((((((( Mary)))))))), See, once a lousy day is over, there's another chance that the next one will be good. As much as I love to cook, isn't nice that you have someone who will do it for you once in a while? Somehow, I don't think that I can teach the cat to cook! Oh well. I just gotta accept it. Good for you for staying strong. Glad you're doing better. Be good to yourself. Live strong, Karilynn

Dear Mary, So good to see your post. You are very big comfort to people in here, it is good to hear your own ESH. Sounds good to me! Anyone who cooks dinner is on my Christmas card list! Even if it inedible lol Much love, Flora xxxx