I am going to let go with love.

I wish someone could have let me know 2 years ago that this should have happened then.

Can't live in the past.

Future is scary.

I feel bad for her. It still hurts me to know what she must be feeling right now.

I AM SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY.......................

I CAN'T WORRY ABOUT HER.

I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF THE KIDS.........................

I am going to be happy.

I will to enjoy everyday.

This is just so hard right now.

You need to feel the sadness, frustration, and all the other feelings that you have.  It's okay to feel them, when we live with people of addiction we tend to bury those feelings.  I made a major decision over the weekend, I think I should have done it years ago, but when talking to someone in recovery he stated that we do things when we are ready, when we are supposed to.  Hope this helps. 

Hugs Mary

tullemars,

It just shows you how powerful the addiction is and how powerless you are over it. No matter what you do it will take on a life of its own. Thank goodness you are taking care of the kids. Your higher power has a plan for you.

In support,

Nancy

 

don't look backward at what you should have done when. It is a losing battle we fight with our selves. Know that your HP has a plan and things will happen when the time is right. I am so sorry to hear you hurting. Take care of those kids and yourself. Jeanne

Thank You

It is very hard and sad.

I will overcome.

One more day.

God bless all