I am so sorry for both your losses that you talked about yesterday in the room. My heart goes out to you as you grieve. I cannot know how it feels to have a loved one die of alcoholism but I can feel a tiny bit of how you must feel. I prayed hard for both of you last night as I could feel some of your pain. I hope my talking about my daughter's not wanting to live didn't upset you as you. You both did help me so much to calm down and realize what a serious disease alcoholism truly is! I will continue to pray for you both to lessen the ache in your soul and the sadness in your hearts.  xoxoxoxo  cdb

hey, sorry to hear of the mess..its alot to have on your shoulders.

they say if God leads you to it,, he will lead you thru it.. just go a day at a time..

i had some info for u about your computer trouble i wanted to pass on.

i was having several troubles with mine and then had a crash

it was from a virus i had a year ago,,but when the comp place removed it it messed up some files,, and they were not repaired

if you back up u addy book and save things u really want to disc.. it only takes about 85-95 to get your comp reformatted..they remove everything from it and reinstall all your stuff.

this was done in 2 days..i have what amounts to a brand new comp now.

so if youre still having trouble..this may be a good option.