I'm recovering from bronchtis so am not feeling too hot. It doesn't surprise me that I got it again from all the stress or from local allergens that I haven't been exposed to yet. The job search will have to wait for a couple days until I can get enough fluid and rest to start properly.
OHSU is a nice enough place; it's way up in the hills and it takes a looooooooong time to get here so it's impractical to make the commute on a regular basis. They don't allow chat so I'll have to go back downtown or to Gresham (out east) and check in from there.
I did resume chiropractic care, which I badly needed. To my surprise my blood pressure was 118/72, lowest in years and an even bigger surprise after all i've been through. All this walking must be helping :)
All this has been coming so fast that I haven't had time to grieve. There may be a breakdown dead ahead; will just have to wait and see about that. I would rather it come now and be done with it. part of this, I realize, is loneliness and frustration in that I haven't found a true home base for anything except my car. All I can do is chase down leads as I get them (thanks t[oo] debilyn for this one)...
Once I'm feeling better, I will be making a WACO post...stands for Wack Ass Cultural Observations :)
Infinite gratitude to all of you...
haxi
garom said
Aug 31, 2005
Dear Hax,
Keep well my friend. It must be really hard for you but know that we care and are willing you on.Try to look on your illness and lonliness as just a blip - it wont last forever - things will improve. Hope to hear from you soon.
your friend,
Garom
Dolphin123 said
Aug 31, 2005
((((((((haxi))))))))))), You are very missed and I look forward to your updates. You continue to be in my prayers. Take care of youself!
Much Love,
cdb said
Aug 31, 2005
haxi,
I wish things would work faster for you. I want you to have a roof over your head and a safe place to rest your body. I want you back at chat daily too. I am sure you want these things way more than I do too. I am not sure what your HP has planned but I hope it is something great and wonderful for you and that it happens soon. your friend, cdb :)
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I'm recovering from bronchtis so am not feeling too hot. It doesn't surprise me that I got it again from all the stress or from local allergens that I haven't been exposed to yet. The job search will have to wait for a couple days until I can get enough fluid and rest to start properly.
OHSU is a nice enough place; it's way up in the hills and it takes a looooooooong time to get here so it's impractical to make the commute on a regular basis. They don't allow chat so I'll have to go back downtown or to Gresham (out east) and check in from there.
I did resume chiropractic care, which I badly needed. To my surprise my blood pressure was 118/72, lowest in years and an even bigger surprise after all i've been through. All this walking must be helping :)
All this has been coming so fast that I haven't had time to grieve. There may be a breakdown dead ahead; will just have to wait and see about that. I would rather it come now and be done with it. part of this, I realize, is loneliness and frustration in that I haven't found a true home base for anything except my car. All I can do is chase down leads as I get them (thanks t[oo] debilyn for this one)...
Once I'm feeling better, I will be making a WACO post...stands for Wack Ass Cultural Observations :)
Infinite gratitude to all of you...
haxi
Dear Hax,
Keep well my friend. It must be really hard for you but know that we care and are willing you on.Try to look on your illness and lonliness as just a blip - it wont last forever - things will improve. Hope to hear from you soon.
your friend,
Garom
((((((((haxi))))))))))),
You are very missed and I look forward to your updates. You continue to be in my prayers. Take care of youself!
Much Love,
haxi,
I wish things would work faster for you. I want you to have a roof over your head and a safe place to rest your body. I want you back at chat daily too. I am sure you want these things way more than I do too. I am not sure what your HP has planned but I hope it is something great and wonderful for you and that it happens soon. your friend, cdb :)
-- Edited by Peggy7 at 10:56, 2005-09-02