A couple of Tuesday ago my husband told me he was going to the bank and he didn't come back until 6:00 am. I was so upset I was up all night. I called and text message him to come home. He didn't answer the phone. I was so upset. I had no idea where he was. When I saw him I was happy to see him but very angry as well. I wanted to know why he went out and why didn't he call me and tell me if he was ok. He was gone for 12 hours.
The way I handled it was better then I used to. I didn't throw glass, didn't cut my arms. The only thing I didn't was cry of course and call my mom. Which I did kept her up which I sorry about, but I was going nuts about what happen to him. I didn't take more meds which I would of used to they are tranzilers. So I was able to handle it on my regualr dose.
For a while after that he disappeared I been very afraid that he is going to do it again. I have tried not to think of the worst. He told me he was sleeping in a local park. I don't know how true that is. I know he wasn't with any one else. The day has been a myster. I problary will never know what happen that day.
He did go back to his meetings which is good. So I am trying not to bring up the issue about it. But it is very hard.
Dolphin123 said
Aug 24, 2005
((((((((((((((((((nycbt)))))))))))))))),
My "A" disapears all night sometimes to. My "A" does this when he uses meth. He is sometimes gone for a 24 hour period, without a phone call. When this happens, I take care of me. I come here and vent through a post, I go into the chat room and talk with people who can help me get my head on straight again, I call my sponsor or someone else in the program is she isn't available, and I leave him be. I stop calling him, I know when he is in that state he doesn't care if I am worried about him or not, he is so far gone at that piont he has no cares.
I take care of me, that is all I can do. I say a prayer for him and know that my "A" is in the hands of his HP.
A couple of Tuesday ago my husband told me he was going to the bank and he didn't come back until 6:00 am. I was so upset I was up all night. I called and text message him to come home. He didn't answer the phone. I was so upset. I had no idea where he was. When I saw him I was happy to see him but very angry as well. I wanted to know why he went out and why didn't he call me and tell me if he was ok. He was gone for 12 hours.
The way I handled it was better then I used to. I didn't throw glass, didn't cut my arms. The only thing I didn't was cry of course and call my mom. Which I did kept her up which I sorry about, but I was going nuts about what happen to him. I didn't take more meds which I would of used to they are tranzilers. So I was able to handle it on my regualr dose.
For a while after that he disappeared I been very afraid that he is going to do it again. I have tried not to think of the worst. He told me he was sleeping in a local park. I don't know how true that is. I know he wasn't with any one else. The day has been a myster. I problary will never know what happen that day.
He did go back to his meetings which is good. So I am trying not to bring up the issue about it. But it is very hard.
((((((((((((((((((nycbt)))))))))))))))),
My "A" disapears all night sometimes to. My "A" does this when he uses meth. He is sometimes gone for a 24 hour period, without a phone call. When this happens, I take care of me. I come here and vent through a post, I go into the chat room and talk with people who can help me get my head on straight again, I call my sponsor or someone else in the program is she isn't available, and I leave him be. I stop calling him, I know when he is in that state he doesn't care if I am worried about him or not, he is so far gone at that piont he has no cares.
I take care of me, that is all I can do. I say a prayer for him and know that my "A" is in the hands of his HP.
If you ever need to chat, I am here to listen.
Much Love,