the way that i deal with my emotions is through poetry. It seems to help me get theings in perspective as well as letting my feelings out. I was asked to post this Poem on here. It is one I wrote the night i decided i needed help. Last night...

 

My Anger

My anger Swells

As I think of my Life

Time I feel i wasted

Being your wife

Trying to change you

Taking all the blame

For the last 3 years

Feeling all the shame

All that is over

All that is done

Listening to your excuses

Every last one

It is time for you

To take the reigns

Hit your rock bottom

Take your own shame

Deal with your drinking

Your pills, your drugs

Only then can i offer you

My support and my hugs

Do what you have to

Get the help you need

Only then can we heal

Our Broken Family....

 

Wow...it is like you wrote that for me! Thank you so much for sharing your gift of poetry.

Oh my!! 

You have NO idea how powerful and moving your words have been to me today.

Everything is the same, only one change a would have to say 33 yrs not just 3, and for him to find healing in whatever his demons are.

Peggy7