It is all about me.

I have to be happy.

If I am thinking about my A and her problem then I am not working on what I am suppose to be working on.

Sometimes you just go backwards.

I need to focus on me and the kids.

I have let alcoholism stop my progress.

I have control of what I do and how I react.

I own my life and what I make of it.

It is hard when you have 4 kids and need to do what is best for them even if it makes them sad.

If it weren't for the kids this would have been over long ago.

I am going to focus on the good even if it kills me.

Just needed to vent.

tullemars wrote:

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If I am thinking about my A and her problem then I am not working on what I am suppose to be working on.

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Thanks, I needed to hear this today to!