Saw your reply to another post and just wanted to give you a Big Welcome to our Miracles In Progress family Guy!!  Glad you are here!

With program love,

Kis

Hello Guy,

Welcome to the site! Hope to see you soon and please post so we can get to know you better. cdb :)

Thank you so much!

I'm going to a meeting tonight.  I'm so tired of being depressed and worried.  It's not a feeling I'm used to.  But the last year and a half it's been my norm.  I'm starting to get more than just intellectually that there is really nothing I can do to stop him from using.  All I can do is work on myself.  People tell me things like "It's not your fault"  Well, duh.  I realize that.  That's never been my issue.  My issue is that I just don't like it.  I want him to stop.  I don't want to find him dead of an OD one day.  I want his perosonality back to normal.  I want him to get treatment.  Just like with any disease.  If he had cancer, I would want him to get the treatment he needed rather than just curl up and die.  Anyway, thank you so much for the warm welcome.

Guy