I haven't posted for a while and that is probably because not much has changed with my situation. What has changed is that I am working my program very well I think and I am feeling just great about ME!!! I have a great support group whom I am greatful to both Alanon and AA.
At this point I really have just leveled out. I have no anger and no excuitement or happiness when it comes to my alcoholic husband. It is hard to explain but it is like nothing for emotion wise and I am just fine with that, more than fine because all of my focus is on me and my children and that is where it needs to be.
I love talking to my AA friend it gives me hope for my future and shows me reality also and I think that is great for me. I have alot of respect for the people I have met in AA who have become friends and I am greatful for them and their ESH.
I have termendous gratitude for my Alanon friends who have been there for me when I soooo needed there help and the ears!!! and there ESH and for them to give me a swift kick in the A@$ when I needed it.
Any way I am excuited about my program but I am very excuited about my upcomming holiday. SIL and I leave this Saturday we have rented a log cabbin for the week at a lake in B.C. near Revelstoke. We are hoping it will be very serene and that we have a great time with my kids. The best part of it is that we are going with out our A husbands and leaving what worries we have behind for the whole week and our concentration will be just on us and the kids. It will be terrific!!!
So I won't be able to come on to the board while I am gone which will be until the 17th or 20th. I hope everyone here is having a great summer so far and that everything is going well.
Talk to you all later Love your friend JJ
Belongtome said
Jul 7, 2005
Vacation sounds great...use it to relax and be good to you and yours!!!
Sometimes we just really need a break from it all.
I feel that lack of emotion right now too...but, I'm trying to just coast on it. Tomorrow I may feel a dozen different emotions, but til then I can fake it til I feel it.
Have fun!!!!!
kismetstrand said
Jul 7, 2005
Have a wonderful wonderful time JJ, you deserve it!!! (Can I stow away in your luggage? LOL)
Jill said
Jul 7, 2005
Have a great week JJ. A week at a lake in BC mid=summer... does it get any better?
TLC2 said
Jul 8, 2005
Hey jj ! I'm so excited about your holiday!! I did that once with a dear friend, but we had tents. No phone, and no way to reach us :) . It was simply, absolutly, wonderful!! I'm so happy for you!! Hope you have as good a time as I did!! Love ya, TLC
I haven't posted for a while and that is probably because not much has changed with my situation. What has changed is that I am working my program very well I think and I am feeling just great about ME!!! I have a great support group whom I am greatful to both Alanon and AA.
At this point I really have just leveled out. I have no anger and no excuitement or happiness when it comes to my alcoholic husband. It is hard to explain but it is like nothing for emotion wise and I am just fine with that, more than fine because all of my focus is on me and my children and that is where it needs to be.
I love talking to my AA friend it gives me hope for my future and shows me reality also and I think that is great for me. I have alot of respect for the people I have met in AA who have become friends and I am greatful for them and their ESH.
I have termendous gratitude for my Alanon friends who have been there for me when I soooo needed there help and the ears!!! and there ESH and for them to give me a swift kick in the A@$ when I needed it.
Any way I am excuited about my program but I am very excuited about my upcomming holiday. SIL and I leave this Saturday we have rented a log cabbin for the week at a lake in B.C. near Revelstoke. We are hoping it will be very serene and that we have a great time with my kids. The best part of it is that we are going with out our A husbands and leaving what worries we have behind for the whole week and our concentration will be just on us and the kids. It will be terrific!!!
So I won't be able to come on to the board while I am gone which will be until the 17th or 20th. I hope everyone here is having a great summer so far and that everything is going well.
Talk to you all later
Love your friend
JJ
Vacation sounds great...use it to relax and be good to you and yours!!!
Sometimes we just really need a break from it all.
I feel that lack of emotion right now too...but, I'm trying to just coast on it. Tomorrow I may feel a dozen different emotions, but til then I can fake it til I feel it.
Have fun!!!!!
hi,
have a great time