Hi...it's been a long week, but I finally feel like I'm finding a few moments to take care of myself.  I've been enjoying my granddaughter, but have called and enrolled her in daycare duing the day, as all the family are busy elsewhere.  (Don't they realize what a gift this time is with her visiting?) 

I've been taking your advise and asking my A to fetch ( when he's up ) and it's helping (emotionally) to be given to for a change. 

I just can't believe how much I've regressed in the past 6 months...when I read my CAL, posted, meditated, yoga and PRAYED, my life was just so much better.  I'm pretty sure my A was the same, but I was FOCUSED on me.

So, just wanted y'all to remember me in your prayers, and to thank all of you for your sharing words.  Many times, I can't think of the words to post, but gain so much from all the sharing.

G

I know this board has made such a difference in my life. My A is no longer 'binging' and things are going really well right now, but I find I need this board as much as I ever did. I love the wonderful friends I have found here, and love being able to help in any way I can. Keep coming back!! Take care of YOU, love, TLC

PS. good to see you are getting him to contribute a little by getting him to bring you stuff. Feels good, huh? And it doesn't hurt him at all!! Love is a two-way street, after all...