Hi (((everyone)))

Well I am almost feeling like the old me, still a little tired but much better.  My doctor was here yesterday and said that he thought that I was doing well and not to worry that he is taking good care of me... I was holding off on posting because I wanted to here what my test results were going to be but I still haven't recieved that phone call from him.  Heck I am so impressed that he comes to my house. TOOO COOL  I am in good hands. 

Hubby... well I finally had a decent conversation with him about everything and he is in the denial stage and I don't think that he will ever realize just how serious things were and could be again. It is the disease I know that and for him to pretend like all is well is his way of dealing... On the up side we went for a real nice walk lastnight because it was so beautiful +20 celcius. The kids came with us and it was the first time in a long time that we have done a family thing together. Him reaching??? I don't know but most likely.

I am excuited also because I have a meeting tonight and haven't been for sooo long and I really need it. The girl leading emailed me to ask if I need a certain topic and oh did I vent!!! Her husband is in recovery and gives me such good insite and I soo appreciate hearing what he has to say.

MY (((FRIENDS)))  Thank you for being YOU, all of you have been so great and caring and have truely got me through the hardest hurddle of my life to this point and all I have is LOVE for all of you!!! Thank you!!!

I know that this battle is not over but I am feeling great today and I am very positive!!

Love JJ

Hello jj,

I can understand about life threatening diseases. Over the years with my dad's heart problems we have almost lost him many times. From his early 50s until now, his later 70s. People that aren't there when these times happen to see all the medical facts or him in ICU on his death bed don't really understand how certain diseases/conditions can take a person so quickly. I am so thrilled that you are doing much much better :)  :)  I hope next time you have dental work that the darned dentist doesn't mess up! grrrr  You take care and keep on posting and replying. You are an important part of this room!  your friend in recovery, cdb :)

JJ,

What a wonderful attitude ((((JJ)))) so glad you are here and share.  I will keep you in my prayers.

Maria

(((((JJ)))))

I am so glad you are feeling better. I know you can't see me, but I am smiling from ear to ear.

You have been in my thoughts so often and I am amazed at your unbelievable attitude.

Give that Doctor a great big hug, enjoy your meeting and keep hanging in there.

                                      Love Jeannie

Hi JJ

Thank you so much for updating you ... just wanted  yo to know that You and your family are on my prayer list when I am having my lil chats with God

You are incredible ....

Much love

Fiona

((((Cdb))))  ((((Maria))))  ((((Jeannie)))) ((((Fiona))))

Thank you 

JJ

p.s. did you notice I got my smile back.   hehehehehehehe

You Dear Sweet woman!! You have made my day!! I started to reply to your post yesterday, but lost it somewhere in cyberspace, then had company till 11pm.

You have been in my thoughts and prayers constantly! I am so very happy that you are doing so well!! You are truly an incredable person and I am so happy you are here. You are an inspiration to us all. HP has blessed us once again! I guess He saw how much we need you :) Love and lots of TLC

Jen,

Woo Hoo.  So glad to hear that things are looking up and it sounds like you've won this battle.  It's amazing how tough we al-anoner's can get when we have to!

Anyway, take care my friend and keep in touch!

Love, Bonnie

I am sooo glad you are positive, it's your attitude, that helps you!!  I'm glad for your wonderday day with the family.