This a tribute to my sister, for today I have no outlet but here to let go one more time.
Salome
Salome as the date of your death is here again, 19 years ago .My daughter who was named after you will be 19 soon you were killed by a drunk driver just days before she was born .She has your beautiful smile and your red hair with a tint of blonde.She also has your spunk and your sence of right and wrong. Sometimes their are times when I call her name and it hard to fight the tears back. You were the only sister who thanked me for takeing all the beatings for and to testify againt our parents so you all could be adopted.You loved me as I was , you were the only one who looked for me as I looked for you.I remember when I got the call you said this is Salome I am looking for my big sister or my mom I am not sure.. you got me mixed up cause you remeber me the one who took care of you even though I was only about 9 years old.I have not had a faimily well family of orgin sence you died and was taken from me.I ever went to the grave I didnt go the furneral , i am sorry please forgive me .Sence your death mom has died of many storkes from all the achchol and addictions , your dad died also cause of achohlism..i got engulfed with acholics drug addicts and abusers but over 2 years ago i Landed in alanon my life boat came and i am doing things different.. Salome i miss you all of the years blameing myself for the destroying of our family even though i was 12well i have learned it was achcholism the disease that destroy us and killed you off before your time , and mom and dad.forgive me for not griiveing i try i want to cry , i want to grief of loseing you , but for this day this is the best i can do i miss you i love you..thank you for the short time you were in my life.you by your big bluew eyes looking up at me at 2 years old , gave me the courage to testify against my abusers parents, and even though death took you and my other sister and brother got adopted and have no use for me i am so darn thankful i did what i did because you looking up at me trusting me i protected you .thank you Salome , in alanon we have animity but you are dead and i wanted to give you respect and say your name outloud , goodnight my little salome i love you ........... dori (big sis)
cdb said
Apr 4, 2005
((((((((((((((((dori)))))))))))))) What a respectful and caring way to remember your sister. Thank you so much for sharing her with me. Thank you for sharing you with me too. God Bless you. cdb
debilyn said
Apr 4, 2005
Dori that was so precious. Your daughter sounds beautiful.
Sending a hug to chase away the grief.
much love,debilyn
Jeannie said
Apr 4, 2005
(((Dori)))
What a wonderful tribute. I pray that today will be a day of the good memories for you. I am sure your sister is resting happily in Gods loving arms and smiling down on you today and everyday.
God Bless you Dori,
Love jeannie
buzzfree said
Apr 4, 2005
(((((((((((((((((((Dori))))))))))))))))))))
What a wonderful tribute to your sister. Thank you for sharing it with all of us. She will always be with you in your memories, and watching down on you from heaven.
Buzzfree
wallsal55 said
Apr 4, 2005
Glad to see you back, Dori, and glad you posted about your sister. Those tears Will come when the time is right, and will flow.......some healing, too. We just don't know when...God does. When we're ready.
Keep Coming Back!
TLC2 said
Apr 5, 2005
WOW, that was so beautiful. Thanks for sharing it. I lost my Mom 20 years ago and it still feels like yesterday, I miss her so much. I think of her as being my Guardian Angel. Thanks, TLC
This a tribute to my sister, for today I have no outlet but here to let go one more time.
Salome
Salome as the date of your death is here again, 19 years ago .My daughter who was named after you will be 19 soon you were killed by a drunk driver just days before she was born .She has your beautiful smile and your red hair with a tint of blonde.She also has your spunk and your sence of right and wrong. Sometimes their are times when I call her name and it hard to fight the tears back. You were the only sister who thanked me for takeing all the beatings for and to testify againt our parents so you all could be adopted.You loved me as I was , you were the only one who looked for me as I looked for you.I remember when I got the call you said this is Salome I am looking for my big sister or my mom I am not sure.. you got me mixed up cause you remeber me the one who took care of you even though I was only about 9 years old.I have not had a faimily well family of orgin sence you died and was taken from me.I ever went to the grave I didnt go the furneral , i am sorry please forgive me .Sence your death mom has died of many storkes from all the achchol and addictions , your dad died also cause of achohlism..i got engulfed with acholics drug addicts and abusers but over 2 years ago i Landed in alanon my life boat came and i am doing things different.. Salome i miss you all of the years blameing myself for the destroying of our family even though i was 12well i have learned it was achcholism the disease that destroy us and killed you off before your time , and mom and dad.forgive me for not griiveing i try i want to cry , i want to grief of loseing you , but for this day this is the best i can do i miss you i love you..thank you for the short time you were in my life.you by your big bluew eyes looking up at me at 2 years old , gave me the courage to testify against my abusers parents, and even though death took you and my other sister and brother got adopted and have no use for me i am so darn thankful i did what i did because you looking up at me trusting me i protected you .thank you Salome , in alanon we have animity but you are dead and i wanted to give you respect and say your name outloud , goodnight my little salome i love you ........... dori (big sis)
(((Dori)))
What a wonderful tribute. I pray that today will be a day of the good memories for you. I am sure your sister is resting happily in Gods loving arms and smiling down on you today and everyday.
God Bless you Dori,
Love jeannie
Glad to see you back, Dori, and glad you posted about your sister. Those tears Will come when the time is right, and will flow.......some healing, too. We just don't know when...God does. When we're ready.
Keep Coming Back!