Yup, I listened to my then therapist and put the title of the car in my son’s name. See… you are as smart as a therapist. I upped the quality of coffee I drink now that I can afford it. I drink “Melitta” brand coffee. I can only find it by phone or Internet… my last drug in life: I ain't going to be perfect about not doing any drugs. Besides, the last person who I heard was perfect got cucified... don't think I want to be perfect... you know. I get in my new car and do not want to get out. It is almost like it used to be with my booze and pot… any excuse to drive it. Your short bed Chevy… put it up for auction on E-bay. I bet you could get a pretty penny from customizers. I hope you are so close to getting your Suburu that it is like history that you got it.

Hugs & Luv,

Hello Richard,

I guess I would be the anyone on your topic...LOL. Well, it is good you are treating yourself by buying that great coffee! I am learning to be good to myself too,,,just needing to change it from sweets to something more healthy. I love your car too! Thanks for sharing it with us. I need to find something to feel good about in my life too. I am sure it is right in front of my face,,, just got to identify it. Thanks again for your posts. They do enlighten me. cdb

Hi richard,

I am glad to here that you are doing things for you and that you enjoy your new car so much. I really do like your car. I do believe that finding something that makes you so happy is worth embrasing no matter what others think. I don't want to be perfect either bacause that wouldn't bring me anything to learn from in life, heck I am far from perfect and in that i have taken and learned many valuble lessons in life.

Take care Love and Huggs
JJ

Hi Richard, you know i was thinking and noticing how much happier you are these days. I am so glad. you have been thru a lot the last year. I am so glad you enjoy your car. It is fun to have something that you gave your self. Hey how come we did not get to see a pic of you? I am hoping I know this week what my house payment will be. Ah no no no my pickup will be mine until I die! I picture me grey haired climbing in and out of my pickup with a huge dog. I love my truck. It is better than these stupid new ones that are all computers. I can fix this truck myself if I have to. plus I cannot get hay and grain in a car! well that is not realy true. I got eight bales in my New Yorker. lol so do you have any goals or dreams you are workng towards? love,debilyn

 Hi...I drink Melitta,too.  Yes, it is getting difficult to find... I am still able to find it at Jewel-Osco food stores...but I do not know if they are going to keep carrying it or phase it out.

I get some really good sales....$4.79 a can this week...usually 5.79  or 6.79...