Well jitsuka, my plan didn't go as planned. I had made arrangements to go with someone to my first meeting. Something came up on their end. I could do alone, I'm not ready to. Having this particular individual with me, means a great to me. My HP, brought us together many years ago for at the time was for a particular purpose. So I thought....I learnt years later after our work together was done, that where was much more for us to accomplish. After going to our first meeting together. It may take a little longer than we both had thought it would to get through those doors. I'm okay with it. Do I regret telling my AH that I was going, not one bit. He knows I'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. Today wasn't my day to go.

You've made the first few steps curlyblu , there will be another meeting